10-30-2003, 05:23 PM
Since I'm the biggest idiot on the face of the earth I let myself fall in love with a girl from my school, we talk a lot and I think she likes me too (or the exact opposite, I am an idiot after all).
And now for two days I'm tormented with thoughts about her, I'm clueless and I just can't get my mind off of her no matter how much I tried, I ran 2000 meters today in order to exaust(sp?) myself to not think about her but even though I royally kicked my own ass I never stopped thinking of her.
I have no idea why I'm writing this, I guess I just need to let it out... I'm such an idiot.
And now for two days I'm tormented with thoughts about her, I'm clueless and I just can't get my mind off of her no matter how much I tried, I ran 2000 meters today in order to exaust(sp?) myself to not think about her but even though I royally kicked my own ass I never stopped thinking of her.
I have no idea why I'm writing this, I guess I just need to let it out... I'm such an idiot.
"Turn the key deftly in the oiled wards, and seal the hushed casket of my soul" - John Keats, "To Sleep"