07-25-2005, 04:55 PM
Tal,Jul 25 2005, 11:19 AM Wrote:How so?
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Because it's not fun any more, Tal. And I don't pay C$17 a month to not have fun. Playing with the Lurkers, with Rylea at least, has become more stress than entertainment, and I took that as a sure sign that it was time to go.
I don't want to have to play every run wondering if the next wipe is going to make people quit in frustration. I don't want to have to guide a raid wondering if my next piece of advice is going to anger people for holding their hands. I don't want to have to talk in guild chat knowing that people are ready to go off on me for the slightest comment, and I don't want to play in a raid when three or four people are doing their damnedest to emote that they're not having fun and would rather be anywhere else, doing anything else. It hurts, Tal, don't you understand? I worry. I want everyone to be having fun and every time someone snaps at me or says that they're not having fun it hurts me personally. And I don't want to feel like that any more.