Grrrr it's just fracking dishes you stupid brain!

[Kevin]

Not available in their circumstance being renters and all.

And besides if it wasn't the dishes it could be something else. Stuff like this has happened with trying to take a shower, cook, dinner, vacuuming, gathering laundry, while getting the mail, while I'm already at the store (those don't last long as external stimulus tend to pop me out pretty quick and it's way better than cowering in my sweat shirt while waiting for the pill to take effect like I had to with the panic attacks if they hit in public), pretty much anything. It's happened while I was playing video games before. We've never been able to figure out any kind of consistent sets of triggers It's not all that frequent, twice a month now or so. Just this week has been particularly bad and only with the dishes while Treesh was at work, so I'm annoyed. Ah well. I'm getting better and if I let people around me know the deal it's very livable.