Alright here's my deal

[Kevin]

By the way, GG... now that this is a "current" topic again:

I just wanna let you know it means a lot to me, and I'm sure to everyone else, that despite this you've still shown up for every raid.  Don't push yourself into going if you're not up to it, though, alright?
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See this is the very thing that is so hard for me. Yes I do feel normal when not playing this game, but this damn game is one of the few things I can do where I know that most of the time I will feel normal. I like to feel normal. So I do push myself sometimes, not to go on the raid but so that I can feel like a normal human being.

Do you remember last Saturday? I was on TS and I flat out said "I'm just here to have fun with my friends." That was a day where I really need to feel like a normal human being so I dived into WoW to do it. But you'll also recall how much of my TS chatter was not WoW related at all. How I told tal to let Sharon talk if she wanted to. I wasn't there to play WoW I was there to feel like a person. This is part of the reason that I kept talking last night even though it frustrated the hell out of you. I could talk and listen to people I didn't know. I didn't care that I knew I was messing up WoW stuff.